Well, it's official, I have THE most stubborn child on the
planet. I swear, there are days I could beat my head against the wall, really
hard, and repeatedly. So could his teachers, therapist and nurse, I'm sure.
What is it going to take for this kid to get motivated to do schoolwork?! I
have no freakin' clue. It's obvious Colby absolutely knows how to use his eye
gaze. As a matter of fact, he is very accurate and purposeful with it, when and
only when he wants to be! Why doesn't this child want to learn? Why doesn't he
show his teacher he can do the easy stuff so we can move on and give him more
challenging activities? He won't even spell his name on the letters page.
C-O-L-B-Y that's it. Just 5 stinking little letters, and he WON'T do it. Simply
because he doesn't want to/doesn't feel like it. So the nurse came home today
and told me all about this non-responding, not-trying bullcrap he pulled today.
Then I have to be the mean guy. I told Colby, it's 2:00. You go to bed at
10:00. That gives you 8 hours to spell your name on eye gaze, and you're not
getting TV, watching your fish, listening to your audio books, or doing
anything else until you spell your freakin- frackin name. I could scream. So
far he has done C-O-L-B. Not right in a row, he added practically every other
letter in between. But as long as he picks the letters once I tell him to,
we're going to count it. That took from 2:15-3:00. He's back there doing his cough
treatment right now. As soon as that's done, it's right back to the eye gaze
and waiting for him to pick the letter Y. For the love of corn, his
stubbornness is out of control. His IEP is coming up in March, and it's going
to be pitiful. The data that they take at school will show that he is mostly
non-responsive, or didn't respond, or however they label it. It's complete
bullshit because Colby knows this stuff. I know he does. I will not stress eat.
I will not stress eat. I will not stress eat.
And here's the other lovely news I received today. I've been
trying to reach the Ortho nurse up at Cincy Children's because it's time to get
Colby's pre-op appointments on the books. They have to be done within 90 days
of surgery. So I say, okay, we can start these any time after March 11. She
says no, March 25 because Colby's surgery is scheduled for June 25th. Uh,
excuse me? Not hardly. I said that's not what I was told. I was originally told
Colby's surgery was June 25. Then someone called and said it had been moved up
to June 11, and that's the last I heard. I've told my parents, all the nurses
and my job this date so everyone can plan accordingly. She said well someone
was supposed to call and let you know the surgery got pushed back to June 25.
Well hell's bells, which is it?! Just give me a freakin' date and stop changing
it. So she's going to look into it on her end and call me back. I stayed very
calm in speaking with her. Actually she was very nice and seemed to have her
shit together for the most part, so I couldn't get too mad at her. There are a
buttload of departments at Cincinnati
that will need to sign off that Colby is well enough for surgery: pulmonary,
neurology, cardiology, endocrinology, hematology, anesthesiology and of course
ortho. I did tell her that when we start to scheduled these appointments,
hematology needed to be first on the list, considering the troubles we've had
with all that in the past.
So to summarize, my kid is smart, although you could never
tell it by his academic performance. Furthermore, I hate being the meanie
weanie who has to make him do something he doesn't want to do. I HATE it, but
he has to know we all have expectations for him. Also, Colby may or may not be
having VEPTR surgery on June 11. Maybe the 25th. But really, the sooner the
better, so he has the rest of the summer to recover/recoup.
That's it. That's all I've got today. Except that the bitter
cold is back. Polar vortex they're calling it. Can't we just say it's f-in
ridiculously stupid cold?! I've been going back and forth on whether or not to
send Colby to school. If you have an opinion on this, by all means, feel free
to keep it to yourself. For now I'm sending him. He's only outside for maybe 3 minutes
at a time, at the most. Plus he wears a toboggan, scarf, Huggie, long sleeved
shirt, back brace, t-shirt, pants, leg warmers, AFO's and a pair of long socks
over his AFO's. We also cover his head when going outside. He hates it, but he
doesn't need to be breathing in the cold air. He tolerates it well, except for
the blanket over the head part. Okay, back to the torturous eye gaze. We just
need a Y, Colby, just say a stinking Y and you can move on with your life.